You should tell your doctor these things. Make sure your baby is safe girl. Not saying you would do anything.. I'm just saying I don't want you to get overwhelmed.

I felt that way until my baby was around 4 months. I felt like shit about it. And then out of no where I snapped out of it and made sure he felt the love I couldn't give him for 4 months

@vella89, thanks. I'm just hoping it doesn't get really bad to the point I need to take meds

You have PPD. I felt the same way many times. It gets better

Probably PPD girl ❤ You are an amazing mother! It is very common for mothers to get PPD. Please go see a doctor if you ever need anyone to talk to my inbox is always open

Hey, there is a great movie called when the bough breaks. It's a documentary about PPD. Definitely recommend checking it out. I myself had PPD and I can tell you I had similar feelings to what your experiencing. Please see a doctor so you can get to the bottom of it and be the happy momma that you so deserve to be!

@jhalsted1995, 😊

You are a great mom! The fact that you're worried about being a good mom shows that! My therapist used to say "those who question their sanity are the ones who are sane" I believe it applies to a lot of things.

@jhalsted1995, so true. I hate thinking that there's something wrong with me and that I'm not a good mom for having ppd

Well, admitting it is definitely the first step. Once you accept how your feeling and what's going on getting help for it will be easier. I honestly don't understand the stigma of PPD. Women go through so much through pregnancy and birth and bringing home baby. Our hormones are crazy and out of whack.

Thanks @jhalsted1995, my boyfriend thinks the same way but I always try to convince myself and him that everything is fine

You might have postpartum depression! You should talk to your doctor! It's nothing to feel bad about, but talking to your doctor and getting help will help both you and your LO!