as the days come closer to my kids and I leaving it's been an emotional clash for me.. but I know this is what's best and I know myself enough to push myself towards better things and not convince myself that his choices are ever going to be fixable
Also FYI, anyone who knows me/ speaks to me on here knows I ain't a shit stirrer and I always keep myself to myself. Before anyone comes jumping at me calling me 'dumb ass bitch'. Just one of those nights. Think what you like, sticks and stones 😎
I know I’m not in the best place in life at the moment, but I find myself wishing for another baby so bad. 😩
I bit the bulletin and bought a few bikini tops. I haven’t worn a bikini top since before having kids but I’m doing it this year. I’ve been working so hard on myself with working out and eating better. I’m also just feeling more comfortable in my own skin. I have some saggy skin and stretch marks but ya know what I’ve seen worse at the beach haha. I’m proud of myself for this!! I’m owning my belly this summer!!! F it ya know?
I'm in labor Guys, I've been in labor I guess since 9pm Sunday. .that I know.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Susan Carder·
Мама сына-младенца
You'll do awesome momma!