I guess tonight's just gonna be one of those nights 😭 I've been crying for hours, I've been so uncomfortable, I've been in so much pain, I've felt so hideous. I can't get it together at all today. How did everyone else manage to handle their emotions during pregnancy?
@skylynnraine don't be Cry.... God is with you. you will be alright 😊
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Honestly sometimes I just cried like a baby, it just takes a good cry now and again to let it all out. I just felt like I'd explode if I didn't. Or I'd do something I liked, to help calm me down. Something I've always found peaceful. Like when I felt unattractive I dolled myself up, or when I felt like crying I'd watch a funny movie or read a book.