I feel like I'm the only one.

I feel like I'm the only one.

Is it bad that after I'm all healed from giving birth to my baby girl, that I want to secretly pounce my hubby for another baby? I love kids and I always dreamed of having my own. My only fear is if I wait too long hubby might get a vasectomy behind my back or tell me he's about to get one. I don't want to stop at one kid and I know there are ways to still have more kids but I love being pregnant through the passion of sex with your partner. I love him very much. I know I'll spend the rest of my life with him. I know I make him very happy. He did discuss with me about waiting til baby girl is 5 to have another one but I secretly don't want to wait. I literally thought of an actual plan to get pregnant again once it's ok for me to have sex again! I have talked to him about having more kids before. He's fine with it but he isn't sure about how long to wait til we can try for another one. All he can say is wait til baby girl is 5 and we'll talk about it. Now he does have a 4 yr old son but he's with his mom until we can get her to court. And I'm happy to be able to see him as my son when we get him back so that makes two kids but to me it isn't the same as giving birth. Don't get me wrong. I love that little boy literally as if I did give birth to him but I know he isn't really mine to claim. I already have two kids but I want a couple more or at least one more until I can say "lets wait til they're older to try for another". I just feel like I'm the only one who feels like this. I know I want more kids but I think it's the hormones that is making me have baby fever even though I'm almost done being pregnant with my first.