I'm kinda a neorotic crazy person especially at the changes of seasons, life changes freak me out, bills give me heartburn, Spring Break with 6 kids gives me diarrhea... All funny as side I'm a basket case... I really should write a book... then I think of how lazy I am and how much I want to murder the person who came up with autocorrect.. Today's challenges: Pay water deposit... but need active power to turn on so... Pay power... need money for the bill so... find 90 bucks... Retrieve 13 year old from Manas and knock her down a peg or two... Move shit and I mean shit to new apartment... need gas to go.... fuck.... find money for gas.... remember I have a 5 seater car.... count kids... today we have 6... find a babysitter... shit no money... ok... the older ones can stay for a little while alone... remember that time they cooked Ramen without water in microwave... call mom to "supervise" because teenagers don't have babysitters Mom... remember mom's at water aerobics. ... Maybe she will let me hold $200 till Friday... wait.... no you already owe her $150.. shit... whole shit time to recertify food stamps... and I need to call the VA and figure out where my allotment is... they alloted it to a 13 year old? Who gives a 13 year old 3 grand a month? .... Questions life... hears a dog bark.... dammit need to feed them... smells shit.... shity litter box.... Fuck... whys it so quiet...? 9am and 7 month old and 10 year old are eating ice cream... oh well they will be fine at least they are quiet... Need boxes to finish packing but if I go by work then I'll get suckered into working... not worth it... when's the last time I showered? I worked all week has anyone even brushed their teeth? Where's my breastmilk? No fucking way she ate it all... calls BF... she ate it all.... time to power pump... Vacation? What's that? I want one... where's my other sock? I had 2 on when I went to bed... hears a noise... the dog just vomited on the rug... rolls eyes and goes back to bed... Let the strike begin....