Just sitting here with my husband an he said to me babe why do you seem so down today! All I could say is can you please give me a hug he wrapped his arms around me and said don't worry god we soon bless us with are rainbow 🌈 baby 👶!! I just started to tear up I told him why is it so hard for us and so much easier for other people 22 miscarriages in my lifetime has been the hardest experience I've ever had to go through and to know that I was just pregnant a month ago and miscarriage with that baby just makes me so super nervous to conceive with another one!!