So after all the bad that's been going on with us last month, my boyfriend got offered a promotion at his job! God truly…

@skysangelkj, I didn't want to creamate her but couldn't dare leave her in a state I no longer stay in. It was the hardest thing I had to deal with in life. I hope the pain gets a bit easier for me. Thank you for your kind words. I'm so sorry for your loss too. 😔🙏

@babymarksmom99 it is very hard! We just have to take it one day at a time. Don't let anyone tell you not to cry or be sad or hurt because they don't know your pain. Cry as much as you need to. I've been told that it will get easier but I know that the pain will always be there..

@babymarksmom99 there is a funeral home here that partners with the hospital and they would've done the cremation for free but I couldn't bard to burn my baby. I kinda wanted to though so that we could have him close but we put him next to our other family members.

We won't question his work either but it's a hard pill to swallow. I still have my bad days. We had our angel creamated so we can take her with us when we move states. 👼🏾💔