I just wana talk about this to you guys since this app has helped and been with me through hell and back.

In January I got pregnant and started bleeding in February and lost my pregnancy the first week of March. It was horrible. My husband and I cried. Although that baby was not planned he or she was very very very much wanted and loved once it was discovered. I was told by my midwife who is also now a close friend that my period could either come back or not for a while. I even asked some Mommy's who have experienced a loss and asked them how soon they got their periods back. It varied from women to women. My mom lost two babies before having me and they were literally full term but suffered complications and she still gave birth vaginally to each of them. She told me she got her period immediately after. I didn't get my period last month but still was Intimate with my husband a few times. I have a problem that when it comes to dealing with grief or heart ack I distract myself a lot. During the day it's with my son and at night with my husband. I have been feeling a bit ill for the past few days and secretly hoping that I'm by some Devine miracle pregnant. I know it's stupid... when we lost our last pregnancy I asked my husband if he thought I was stupid for asking god to send me back my baby that I missed that baby and needed my baby back. He held me and said no not if you ask nicely bubba.