So I was in L&D because a folding table fell on me and then I was feeling contractions. Even though im already full term and the contractions weren't a concern I still went. I texted the asshole. No answer. I had no service at the hospital but I still tried and he didn't pick up. I sent him pix. Still no reply. Finally like 2 hrs later he texting me n trying to call but he cant hear me n i cant answer cuz i have docs everywhere. Literally he did not believe me that I was there! He told me to call him back when im actually in labor!! It was so fucked up! I had my son sleeping on the chair and my dad waiting! Not their job! Takes 2 to make a child! Anyways after believing me finally he showed up 2 hrs later when i was already being discharged! So thats the fucked up story of my life!! Ima hit up my sister to take me. Its clear he doesn't give a shit. He is so not ready!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I wish I had a Man by My side who understood the pain of first trimester. So long story short..BD asks Me if I need to pee before He showers I say No. Then after he's in the bathroom for quite sometime he comes out and says he's about to shower..I said I thought You already showered. He said No. Anyway mid shower I have to pee so I text him telling him I have to pee because I dare not knock on the door unless I want to get yelled at and called names. He comes out yelling at Me anyways telling M...
Ughhhh men Are so annoying... my daughters father was exactly like this!! They never care. I finally cut off contact cause he don't even care about his daughter