So my SO texted me saying that he was concerned about getting laid off. Nothing for certain just a…

So my SO texted me saying that he was concerned about getting laid off. Nothing for certain just a little afraid. So I'm like go on indeed and start applying. Nope he can't do it. He's too fucking lazy. I seriously want to cry and throw up. So now I'm going to apply to work nights so I can keep my house. I swear to god if he didn't have me he'd probably be dead. I'm not his mother. Why the fuck do I have to do everything for him. I'm like shaking I'm so upset.