So, today was a hard day for both of us but I just hate when my boyfriend drinks!! He gets so mad at the smallest things and always twists my words. The day before we lost our baby I told him he was stressing me out which was probably the main reason I was bleeding so much during the pregnancy. So now after the stillbirth happened he thinks I blame it all on him. I really hate that I said that to him and that our baby died kinda right after that. I've expressed to him that it's not his fault but I know deep down that's all he believes. I really hope our relationship doesn't fall apart after this, we need each other the most right now. *I just needed to vent guys..*