Cuz everything I do is inadequate and wrong and if I ask him to get out of bed and care for his…

Cuz everything I do is inadequate and wrong and if I ask him to get out of bed and care for his child so I can get my apt ready for inspection then I'm a sorry ass mama and expect him to do everything and the reason I'm so Ill is cuz I don't want to have my older kids. And the icing on the cake I'm not even their mother I'm a free babysitter. I found all of this out this morning its now 5:10 and this MF still aint got out of the bed. I'm still mad asf he will be going to live with his mawmaw if hell ever get out of bed for me to tell him. I'm so over being talked down to and having to fight with him to be a man and a dad. Wow u go to work. That doesn't mean u get to lay around when your at home. I'm up before you and usually go to bed after you. Even if I'm sick asf. And I'm useless. Apparently.

Rant over