Days like these...i want to run away. Explaining how i feel is like explaining geometry to a toddler. Sometimes i don't…

Days like these...i want to run away. Explaining how i feel is like explaining geometry to a toddler. Sometimes i don't even know why i am here. And what's worse, i have no one to talk to. This marriage cost me my whole family and sometimes he makes it seem like its not enough. Idk what to do.... I'm just not motivated anymore.