Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Keep my bby in prayers. My water broke n she is trying to come. I'm only 23 weeks she is to little still. Won't go home till she is born. I hope she stay in for a little longer

listen mommy's I have a 16 yr old neice who is 6 weeks pregnant & due Nov 14th I'm trynna help her out telling her the right thing she's in school no job...but having a bby is her opinion.. good for her right now but she said she don't believe in abortions...she told me laid down to make the bby so she going take care of it the best way she can...I just don't know what's wrong with these young girl's...I'm trynna help her out with her pregnancy cuz I been through this b4 but I still had the bby...

I'm so irritated right now😣 so my MIL is on my WIC and they were going grocery shopping and I asked her to hwt me stuff on the list for my 3 day diet before my GD test. well they come back and everything bought was for her daughter like serious. I was putting it away and she kept saying that's for my lunch so don't eat it now I feel like I'm gonna fail my test Thursday