I don't know how to be alone but there is a reason for that.

I lost my dad before I even had a chance to meet him.

I was alone.

My mom passed at the age of nine.

I was alone.

My brother died in 2010.

I was alone.

I just found out this past Saturday that a friend just as close to me like a sister passed away in her sleep.

I felt alone.

My current boyfriend shows no emotion towards my emotions. So just as I've done for years, I hold everything inside.

This also makes me feel...

Alone.

So yes I guess one can say I don't know how to be alone.

Because deep down ever sense I could remember I've always felt alone.