I just woke up and started crying rolled over and look at my son peacefully sleeping and got really really sad because every since I broke up with his dad his dad has not came too see him or called or even asked is he ok I'm more mad than sad like it really let's me know and shows me that he don't care about my baby but when we together it was a different story I broke up with because he was disrespectful and didn't help. I'm a very strong mom and person haven't cried since I was pregnant and I've been hold this in and walking around smiling like every thing is ok I'm never the one to keep my child away from his father because I told myself I wouldn't be like that but it's not fair that my 4 month old almost 5 months is getting treated like this it hurt. I love my child with every thing in my and ima be right next too him till the day I die my child is the best thing ever happen to me 😢