Not having a normal period is like hiking my anxiety to 9000. I have mixed feelings about having another baby right now when Koda needs me so much now.. I want more kids but not 15 months apart. Maybe 3-4 years apart. I want time to know the tiny human I am raising now. He's so playful and loving. I'm glad to see a negative test for now. But I'll be ready for my positive in the next few years.