Im still new to bein a mom an im really depressed i feel lik evweyone is gettin ahead but me . I…

Im still new to bein a mom an im really depressed i feel lik evweyone is gettin ahead but me . I feel lik i cant do anythin . I cant pursue my dreams an im just lost . I dont know who i am an this causes me to flipp out. I love my baby hut its fimes i wish i could walk away. (Id NEVER) do that my mom did it to me but any advice?