I’m all in my feelings today because today my sweet angel would have been 2, it hurts so much

What would you do? I feel so stupidly selfish if I choose to be induced because I want my boy to come when he is ready, but I am also feeling selfish stressing him out because everything going on and how stressed I am. So do I continue to stress him out or do I get induced and deal with this and let him be? Or will he be okay? I've been up all night contracting on and off but could it be from my nerves?

Welp if it makes y’all feel better , I was hoping my own baby didn’t come out ugly because my baby daddy be looking ugly to me sometimes .

Trying to hold out and not stress because I don't want my baby being premature. I want a healthy baby.

I lost my baby boy 4 days ago... I'm really hurt and trying to find some light just because he wasn't full term I am getting people saying a lot of hurtful things and I'm feeling super low.. Any ideas of how to handle my self?