hurt n heart broken. hubby left to rehab for a year. . I've never had a baby alone I'm scared n…

I cannot imagine the range of emotions you are feeling! I'll pray for strength and understanding for you! I hope you have a good support system!

@dreamermom thanks ....it seems people who I know don't understand... it's hard

*massive hugs*

@mluvs7, I'm sorry to hear that people don't get it... maybe they will once it's been a few days... I can't imagine going a year without my husband! Especially, having a newborn on your own! Add a little one still in diapers! It's got to be really overwhelming to think about! I've noticed the moms on here are super supportive... just know you have a safe place to vent when needed! Lots of love! Just try to keep your focus on one day at a time! Keep breathing! You are stronger than you know! This year will show you that!

@august2017babe @vamommy89 thanks ladies I really really appreciate it

You're welcome. Do you have support in person?

@august2017babe no 😑

*massive hugs* Are there any mom groups you can join?

@august2017babe I'm not sure...I'll have to look into it....thank you I need them xoxoxo

You're welcome. I hope things get easier.

@august2017babe me too....at least I don't have to babysit him ...

Yeah.

Things aren't going to be easy doing this for a year on your own. Try to look on the positive side. At least you won't be watching your husband suffering, having to worry if you're going to walk in on him dead, having cps called, your daughter being in danger. This will take getting use to but I don't know you but I do know that you will get through this and it will get easier as days pass. Just remember you are going to have very tough days and such simple days. Try looking into finding a support system. If you need someone to talk to feel free to message me! 💛

@mandaaleexo awe thanks. ..you are right...appreciate the honesty and positive vibes.