Well about to be a single mother again. When you get a bad gut instinct that your man is doing…

I'm sorry you're going through this,..

it sucks falling for the wrong men !!!

Once you realize how much you're worth it, trust me you'll know how to pick them, you will never tolerate a men to treat you or disrespect you in any bad way ....

you don't need to become the hurt person , but become the person that loves you more than anybody can love you! Trust me you're whole world will change once you realized how important is to love yourself and to care for your own sake !!!

I wish you luck girl !!!

Thank you! That's very sweet and very true!

My sons father was def the wrong guy. I'm only thankful to him for showing me I need better and for my son. I feel no need to be in a relationship, I got more important things to worry about! You got this!!! Be the best bitch you can, because a strong bitch like us is the prettiest and scariest thing in the world😁

I'm sorry you are going through this. Please don't hesitate to message me if you need someone to talk to :)

Well we had a very long and way overdue conversation the other night. I told him exactly how I felt and that I'm not the type to sit and be quiet while I'm having instincts about cheating and that dang Facebook. I told him that no matter how much I love him and no matter if we are having a child together or not. That I will not stay in a messed up relationship. That I've been a single mom for a long time and it won't phase me to do it again. When me and him first got serious was when I found women messaging him, telling him how they cared for him and questioning why he was in a relationship with me and even one or two of them were basically begging him to be with them. I cut it off real quick and made him deal with it. And he did! He told them what the deal was and blocked them from his Facebook. But I have serious trust issues. My first marriage my husband would beat me and was doing drugs and he had me so scared that I couldn't truly divorce him and get away until he went to prison. I lived 6 years in hell with 2 babies that I constantly killed myself to protect. No matter how many times I left or took the kids and stayed somewhere he would find me. Then my second marriage was a complete failure as well. He cheated, had well still has a drinking problem and he hid the fact that he had/has a drug problem from me for years. I was with him 7 years and finally getting the divorce complete. Which I'm so thankful for. But I had two kids with him as well. I'm so tired of my kids suffering because men can grow up and I don't know how I fall for these idiots. My boyfriend now thank god does not have drug issues. It was just the Facebook women. I have serious trust issues and I've toughened up a lot over the years.. but long story short I'm going to do my best to trust him. He assured me in several different ways that he's not doing anything wrong and that here is where he wants to be. That he loves me, the kids, and the new little one inside of me growing. So I'm going to try for the sake of these kids and my sanity because he is in fact a really great guy. But I'm worse than the FBI and he knows it. So if I find out anything I'm out! It's so hard to let go of someone you love.

But thank you everyone for the support and kind words. I really appreciate it.