Oh my gosh my memory is so bad. 😵 My boyfriend told me last night that he had therapy tonight and I forgot. So I was freaking out about him not being home on time. I was about to send him a nasty text when I remembered. Ugh I was mad about nothing. I need to chill out.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
So I thought my water broke... i was about to freak out... Im still sitting on the toilet trying to figure out if it was pee..
I'm looking through my photos and I found one of my SO and I. I'm now thinking about how obsessed with him I am. I wanna see you and your man! Go! 😊
I agree. I feel so dumb and can't focus.