I seriously need to vent and go ahead and call me heartless. I'm just so tired.. My father in law has stage four appendix cancer that has spread to his colon. It's pretty bad. He has alot of special needs and can't really be left alone. Me and my fiance live with them. So while my fiances mom goes to work and so does he, I stay at home with my almost on year old, clean and take care of dad... I'm also 24 weeks pregnant. I'm Fucking tired I'm constantly on my feet. I really wish they would get an inhome nurse to come and take him off his hydration, or take his tpn out of the refrigerator, drain his stomach bag... I love him to death but I can barely take care of myself. And I'm getting a C-section in June so I have no idea what they're going to do. Basically I feel like I'm at my wits end