I've been struggling with PPD a little and I've tried my best to not let anyone know but I can feel…

I've been struggling with PPD a little and I've tried my best to not let anyone know but I can feel it getting stronger so today instead of letting it beat me down I decided to get up and put a roast in the crock pot for dinner and I'm gonna go spend some time with my closest friends since I've literally been antisocial since I came home from the hospital. The weather sucks, I haven't showered in 2 days and all I wanna do is lay in bed but I have to make myself get up and do something that makes me feel human again. Being a mom is kicking the shit out of me. 😴