This might get long:

Isn't having your baby after waiting 9 months supposed to be a happy time? Well my mom has made it fucking hell! And now I catch myself crying in the hospital bed will hold my son because of it. This women her whole life has something negative to say about anything she does agree with and makes you feel like shit and a failure while doing so!

DAY 1 of my sons life: A week before going in to be induced she was told the plan, her and my daughter (who is 8 and didn't want to see all that) could stay in the room till it was time to push and then they had to leave because it is my husbands first born and we wanted this moment to us. Things ended up happening a lot faster then anticipated and the need to push happened FAST what's my mom do.. shoves my fucking daughter in the damn bathroom with a phone and headphones and shuts the door to stand above my head and stay for the event. My daughter was so scared she was balling her eyes out cause she hates seeing me in pain or upset. I was balling my eyes out cause I could just see the hurt in my husbands eyes that she took it upon herself to stay WITHOUT EVEN ASKING. If I was in dying pain and was having trouble breathing I would of been yelling her to get the fuck out. Well hours later we are all settled and they stayed the whole day leaving me and my husband no bonding time on our sons first day and my daughter was starting to get jealous so she was being a grump but I can't be mad at her I'm sure it's hard going from the only child to having to share mommy after nearly 9 years. Well then here comes the circumcision comments (we chosen not to. Yes we did the research. No I do not care what you have to say.) all fucking day long it's " well what happens when this happens or that

happen or he's in the locker room and the boys make fun of him or he won't have get a girl blah blah blah) like for 1. My sons penis shouldn't be any of your concern nor should me and my husbands choices and as my mother you should not sit there and make me feel like shit when I JUST GAVE BIRTH! thank god when they left.. or so I thought. My phone rings and it's her "hey sorry I was just talking to Vikki and I wanted to tell you that she said she didn't get her son circumcised and now retreats it cause his wife gets years infects like 5 times a month but it's totally up to you if you still don't want to do it" 😡😡😡😡

DAY 2: They come and visit again and in the 3ish hour they were here all I heard was " have they came and talked to you about the circumcision" "I can't believe you would let others make fun of him like when he's in high school in the locker room and all the boys will be laughing at him" (mind you 4 boys were born here last night and all 4 are staying intact so you know that pissed her off when I told how common it's becoming to keep them intact) "this room is a mess does Skyler (husband) do anything? There is blankets and pilliows and clothes everywhere god I can't wait to see what your house looks like" "his family seems like real winners" (all because they fucking gave us a shirt that says "I just did 9 months" and it's supposed to look like a jumpsuit for jail) "why the hell did you give him a binki already are you stupid" "bring the nurse in I need to speak to them so they can explain to you everything you're doing wrong"

WHAT A FUCKING WONDERFUL FIRST 2 DAYS!!! 😡😡😡😡😭😭😭😭

Sorry it's so long. Husbands sleeping and I'm crying and need someone to talk to. 😞