I have decided that I am not leaving for the hospital till the last possible second. I have sworn my wife to make sure…

I have decided that I am not leaving for the hospital till the last possible second. I have sworn my wife to make sure that no matter how much I beg for drugs, to just keep reminding me that I don't want any. Determined to get into the delivery room with just enough time to push and be done. I want an at home birth but unfortunately can't find anyone that does it around here. Leaving at the last possible second is the closest I will get I suppose.