I am happy with this pregnancy but worried and slightly depressed which I am told is normal considering how I have…

I am happy with this pregnancy but worried and slightly depressed which I am told is normal considering how I have couple miscarriages and a stillbirth... I am scared I will lose these babies too this pregnancy is way different I have bought anything which isn't bad since I already have a couple items like a stroller, glider, clothes, blankets, washcloths, towels, baby coat, walker, carseat, diaper bag I mostly gave everything away but I kept a couple items but hoping as soon as I get close to 30 wks I will start to stop worrying so much but that is way to go at least I have my hubby and close family members happy for me