They confirmed it this morning. My HCG had dropped to 46 as of a blood draw late last week. We lost our little Jellybean at about 5 weeks and the bleeding was not- as originally indicated- caused by the cyst they found at the ER. The ER simply refused to divulge that they found no heart beat on the ultrasound, told me it was "just very early in pregnancy," and sent me to my midwife like nothing was wrong. I don't think I have ever been so furious in my life.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I want to cry!!! I found me a MATERNITY BRA that fits my girls 😱😭 and on Amazon. I took a risk