Being bipolar and having anxiety are 2 manageable things. But when you are in a relationship with someone where the love isn't mutual. You fall apart. Starting my new life (because that's what this is) not depending on someone for happiness that is only part time. I signed up for a gym membership today and worked out for like 2 hours. I scheduled a few appointments I've been avoiding. Time to make ME happy. In with the color of change.