I cannot take it any more! Once my SO gets paid I have to ask for like $15 or something. I cannot…

I cannot take it any more! Once my SO gets paid I have to ask for like $15 or something. I cannot control my cravings. I'm biting my fingernails, massive headaches are painful to the point I'm crying. I need freaking Subway and pizza and chocolate milkshakes and just so many fast foods from various places I haven't been able to have since I was 4 months pregnant. Reason why is because SO didn't have "enough" to get me what I want to eat but he has "enough" for fucking weed. I'm in my last month of pregnancy and I am frustrated out of my mind!!!! I can literally see myself stuffing my face as if I'm a starving bride-to-be desperately wanting to fit in her wedding dress but has had enough of not being able to eat. I am crying at the moment from how frustrated I am. I'm tired of feeling this way. I need good food and no cheese sandwiches, butter toasts, disgusting hot pockets, disgusting soups in a can. I mean come on!