I know exactly how you feel. My boyfriend is an addict as well & I am 33 weeks pregnant with our first baby. I haven't been living with him since I was 12 weeks pregnant but I'm supposed to be moving in with him soon after our house is done & it scares the hell out of me cuz he's still getting high & won't stop . I keep telling his dad I don't wanna live there if this continues & everyone just keeps hoping he'll change.. stay strong girl there's not much we can do unless they want the help but I know it's hard to not let it get to you cuz it's the worst emotional roller coaster to be on. If you ever need to talk message me 💕

I've been through this with my mom, brother and both my older sisters. One of my sisters has 5 girls and still is on drugs it's hard when my other sister tells me stories of how bad she is. I love my sister with all my heart but I finally told her that I can no longer be around her and she will never get to meet my daughter until she gets clean. I can no longer help her pay her bills or care for my nieces because that is just enabling her. It's hard dealing with the people you love having a drug addition. It takes all your energy, constantly worrying and wondering if they are ok. Stay strong mama and just keep your head of for your kids. I've lived with addicts my entire life so I understand how hard it is.

Unfortunately you can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped. Maybe really leaving him, and cutting it off with him, may open his eyes and get him clean, if not then why keep trying if he doesnt wanna try, you gor babies now, you cant be worried off him anymore. Hes grown and he needs to step up or step away..