
I feel so honored and overjoyed to be starting a family with my best friend...
Being someone who suffers from borderline personality disorder and major depression. I truly believed this would never happen to me. We will be married in june on my birthday and our baby will be here early October. Couldn't ask for anything else in life im already rich.
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So hard now while being pregnant. Add pregnancy hormones on top of an already emotional unstable person; bad combo.
It isn't always easy to deal with especially being pregnant but of course im sure you understand. 😕
I've never come across anyone else that had BPD. I have it too!
Very happy for you! But please please please be careful when it comes time for baby to come. Horrible horrible things happened due to circumstances with my severe post pardum depression with my youngest. /: I ended up signing over my rights to her dad cause he and my own father made me suicidal. Obviously I'm not saying that's gonna happen with you. Lol. Just be careful and be sure you have help when baby comes. My best friend suffered some severe PPD and because she had me here to help, like taking him for a couple hours while she slept, or watching him while she showered or did a load of laundry or whatever, it has helped her tremendously.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
It can be very trying at times... 😔