I had the opportunity to look through his phone the entire day. My SO almost left to go to work…

I had the opportunity to look through his phone the entire day. My SO almost left to go to work without his phone. When I saw it I debated whether to stop him so he can have his phone or not. i wanted to keep it with me to see if he's hiding anything from me. Last night the same former girl friends called him and texted him all night. I even heard them exchange "I love you" to each other. Not in a friendly or family way but in a flirtatious way. This was my chance to finally see if they are trying to convince him to leave me or worse. I don't know why I didn't stop myself. I want answers so bad but...I guess I'm scared on knowing the truth. It hurts so much. Believe me I have been trying to sneak his phone away at night while he sleeps but being careful and sneaky is difficult when you have a huge belly sticking out and you're clumsier than ever before. I used to sneak his phone away no problem but, having a baby pushing out my belly isn't helping me any especially if I'm having difficulty sitting up and standing on my own. I have this deep painful pit in my gut and it hurts. I just hope everything will be ok between my SO and I. All I can do is hope..