Today is a hard one. Kai did not want to sleep in his own bed. He wanted to sleep on me. This has been going on the last 3 nights. I can't get a good sleep. Plus he wants to be awake at night. If I had my own place I would let him cry it out til he fell asleep. There is was nothing wrong with him. He was feed and dry. But wanted to be held. But my mom wants to hold him every time he cries but tells me I am spoiling him. I can't stay here much longer. She is driving me up the wall.