Just got outta my second obgyn appointment I experienced another miscarriage 💔😢💔 our rainbow 🌈…

Im so sorry. Just tell your children their baby sibling is an angel now and will always be with them.

Omg, I'm so sorry for you loss! All of your losses. My heart breaks for you! :'( I had a M/C back in June and it just devastated and destroyed me. It's just not fair.

Thank you @andrewsmommy should I answer any questions they may have?

No its no fair 😢😢💔💔@mommy121517 we thought everything was going good to hear this awful horrible heartbreaking news.

I can imagine. No one deserves the pain of losing a child. Born or not. I'm still getting through everything that came along with losing my child. :'( I'm here for you if you need to talk or vent.

Thank you @mommy121517 I appreciate that

You're very welcome. 😕 I know it's hard but try and keep your head up.

Yes it is @mommy121517 I am so hurt 😢😢😢💔💔 my husband said we can try again but I am terrified of experiencing anothet miscarriage 😢💔 this pain hurts to bad . I don't understand why this happens? I try not to question God 🙏 but why did this happen?

I can totally understand that. It's very normal to feel that way. I have been and still am scared about losing my current baby I'm pregnant with. It's like living in constant anxiety. I feel like if you give yourself time to heal physically and emotionally you might feel different. Or you might not. But either way how you feel is ok. I hope that you'll have a lot of support to pull through this unfortunate tragedy. I don't like to question the work of the big man upstairs but I couldn't help but become angry with him for taking my baby.

I'm so sorry for your lost @smilingwithmyawesome4kids . Just explain that God needed a sweet baby angel and he picked yall baby. Prayers you and your family

I'm so sorry mama 😕💔it will happen for you gd willing soon!

I try to think that He Felt Having my baby up there with him was better for my baby than it was for her to be with me. That in some way He's caring for her in a way I couldn't. I know it's a very sad tragic thing to have happen but I try to make a positive out if losing my baby. It helps comfort me in some way. But it doesn't make losing my baby any less devastating. I feel like I would spiral down hill if I kept dwelling on my loss being a negative. If you can kinda understand what I'm saying.

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It hurts 😢💔 so badly . Yeah my husband is praying I don't get depression. Because I am so hurt 😢😢😢😢💔💔 I can't stop crying 😢😢😢💔💔 . My husband said I need to be blessed we have 4 beautiful children and he said it's okay to cry 😢 but don't get depressed . It's easier said then done. I am trying not to but I can't help it. How do you recover from a miscarriage 😢💔?

Aww I am so sorry for ur loss mama😢😭😓🌈 I will pray for u if u ever need to talk I am here🙏🏻❤️😘@smilingwithmyawesome4kids

Thank you @kimgonzalez27 it hurts 😢💔 so much . I seriously do not wanting to experience this heartbreak 💔 anymore. I am terrified 😢😢😢 of experiencing another one . This pain 😢💔 hurts to much. Everyone keeps telling me to not give up . But it's so hard especially when we experience another miscarriage. My heart hurts so much 😢💔. We told our children today they were like "Mommy you still look pregnant so our baby is fine " it broke my heart 💔 to tell them that our rainbow 🌈 mircle 💕 is now with their identical twin sisters and their grandmas . They kept say " Why mommy " we told them that their sibling is now a Angel 😇 watching over them. Yes we did have so much in common. I am sooo excited 🙌🙌🙌 for your rainbow 🌈 prince 👑 . It hurts more because this was our rainbow 🌈 mircle 💕 after loosing our identical twin girls in September.

I am going to continue to follow your pregnancy and I can't wait until you have your rainbow 🌈 prince 👑. Thank you for the prayers 🙏 I really appreciate them. I am trying not to question God 🙏 but this hurts so much 😢😢😢💔💔.

Thank you very much @aliciafuentes for the prayers 🙏 and I appreciate that very much.

Aww no problem anytime mama😘🙂💖@smilingwithmyawesome4kids

Thank you @aliciafuentes I really appreciate it

Thank you so much for the kind words @kimgonzalez27 . It's hard to understand. I am trying not to question God 🙏 but it's extremely hard. Yes I know everything happens for a reason. But why did I have to experience another miscarriage 😢💔.? Why did we have to explain to our children that their sibling is a Angel 😇 in heaven. Ty Ty and Dan Dan are special needs so that didn't understand when we said their sibling went to heaven. They said "Mommy and Daddy can we visit our siblings "? It broke my heart 💔 to tell them one day . We are going to send balloons 🎈🎈 to rainbow 🌈 mircle 💕 and put a message that our kiddos want to write to their sibling . We thought it was a nice idea our princess 👑 Kristen thought of this amazing idea . So tomorrow we are going to get the balloons and put our kiddos message tied to them.

It's extremely hard to understand but we understand that everything happens for a reason we are beyond blessed to have each other especially since Ty Ty and Dan Dan were both born early . God 🙏 will get us through this awful horrible heartbreak that we have are experiencing . He will guide us in the right direction ➡ we just have to keep our faith high .Love ya 💖 and I am trying to stay as strong 💪 as I possibly can. I seriously think we are not going to try again. This heartbreak💔 hurts so much. I believe in Faith and I know are rainbow 🌈 mircle 💕 is up in heaven with our mommies and our identical twin girls. It's sad 😢💔 but I think me talking about it helps me a lot. God 🙏 has blessed me with four beautiful children and I am just going to focus on them. If it's in God's 🙏plan for us to have another rainbow 🌈 blessing then we will welcome 🤗 the opportunity to be blessed to carry another baby again . But if it's not in God's 🙏 plans then we will just have to accept and remember to Smile 😊 and look back on the memories we did share with both our identical twin girls and our rainbow 🌈 mircle 💕. I am wishing you the best with your pregnancy and I can't wait until you have your rainbow 🌈 prince 👑 stay blessed 🙏 @kimgonzalez27 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖