Seriously .... I feel like I'm about to lose it. My daughter cannot fall asleep without me either breastfeeding her or…

Seriously .... I feel like I'm about to lose it. My daughter cannot fall asleep without me either breastfeeding her or rocking her to sleep. She's is 7 months old and is getting too big to be in our bed. She started crawling and is adventurous at night. It's not safe .. even once I do put her down she wakes up crying because she wants to pacifier on me. At first it was cute but I am soooooo over this. How did I let it get like this! 😩