Honestly, this last month has been hard. I love my son so much and I feel so bad that there's been so much drama since his arrival. So much drama with my mother in law, who I have been close with this whole time. Fighting with my husband because we're both sleep deprived and stressed. Fighting with my dad, feeling lonely. I honestly cry every day. I always fake to everyone like I'm doing so good but every day I think I can't do it. I cry all the time. I hate my appearance after labor, I hate how all my relationships are right now, I hate that I can't balance my emotions. even yesterday it took everything I had not to pick up a bottle of alcohol (I've never had a drinking problem) because I knew I'd drink myself sick. I honestly wonder what it would be like if I ran away from everyone. I can't handle life anymore.
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Stress and depression comes with having a new baby. It doesn't necessarily have to be post partum depression. It's not an easy job. As far as relationships go you have to learn how to stay away from people who give you drama until you are emotionally ready to handle them. Never let anyone stress you. Maybe have dinner with your husband and you all talk about how difficult it had been but reassure one another they you're doing a great job. Being a mother is very hard but so rewarding. I was never diagnosed with post partum depression but I was always crying and sad. You are doing great. A lot of the times us moms are hiding how we really feel but we are great mothers to our children. It will get worse before it gets better but your baby is a reminder of happiness every day. Hold on momma😊
You should talk to the doctor you could have postpartum depression...
I hate water so so much, I'm having such a hard time drinking as much as possible 😥
Honestly I hate my brother in law so much ever since I got pregnant I can't stand even seeing him! 😡 is that normal lol
need suggestions....
So at work we have a drink thief. Any time we put a drink in the fridge it disappears. I swear I know who it is. So far he's taken drinks from everyone that works in the office, we even put a sign to not take anything you didn't pay for and wrote our names on the drinks. The person I think is taking them works out of the office so we never get to see who is drinking them.
I have so much hate in my heart right now it's ridiculous, can't do nothing but cry.
Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩
Ooh girl, sounds like me. I'm sorry, I didn't realize ur situation. I'm praying for you too! Me & my MIL. Me & my hubby, down on myself, grandma dying, faking that I'm OK to everyone. Lol sometimes u just gotta let out your feelings😝 it helps.