I feel like I've been living my life the last couple weeks for everybody else… That I forgot what…

I feel like I've been living my life the last couple weeks for everybody else… That I forgot what makes me happy… I've been so stressed with my insurance getting dropped… Trying to make ends meet… Trying to be a stepmom and putting the pressure on my significant other to be a consistent disciplinarian… While hosting function after function that my significant other has planned last minute… And I am exhausted. I just want to sleep for an hour… But I need to get up and figure out what clothes will fit me… To drive to my cousins wedding by myself and hour and a half away. What does make me happy now?