hope i can handle contractions if n when they pop my water. so far i havent really felt them n im supposedly halfway through. sheesh hope im not here a whole freakn week xp
I just had my baby boy on Wednesday morning at 3:08 and was in labor from 7:30 am Tuesday until 3:08 am Wednesday and pushed for 3 hours and have a 2nd degree tear so I have 1 stitch @nomie
they broke my water before the epidural.. it was the weirdest feeling ever not having control over your body. my contractions were so bad I didn't even feel the epidural... I was just thankful when I could actually relax and get rest.
@nomie i understand when I got the epidural i didn't look at or feel it
@mami1234 im on pitconin now n dont rly feel contractions so hopefully when pop my water wont be too bad. i really dont want a epidural. maybe laughing gas but not a big ass needle in my back xp
They gave me my epidural before they popped my water in the hospital
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Im absolutely 100% terrified of needles but my back labor was so bad that i got the epidural. Its really not as bad as you think, its not really the needle getting threaded through your back.. its a small tube. Definitely dont regret it though