I need strength.. I don’t know how much more I can take 😓🙏🏼

vot siju i smotryu nawu svadbu(((v pervie za 6 let ya razocarovalas v nem...eto tak bolnooo(((naverno vse ponyali pocemu...da on mbe izmenil.nacnu s togo cto uvidela perepisku kak ona napisala ''sabahin xeyur ezizim''...s togo dnya ego daje videt ne xocu...nikogda bi ne podumala ctob on tak postupil...emu nicego ne skazala,no dumayu on ponyal..pocemu ne skazala,esli skaju to uydu..poka dumayu i nemogu smiritsya...dlya menya izmena ne prostima..daje ne znayu kak bit...devocki prostite za leviy po...

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Hospital for me 😓😓
Thank u @caylintay