Everyday I open up my budget journal and go over costs, possible rent, possible electricity, possible amount of money to be made at a job that I don't have yet. Which it drives me insane! I'm driving myself insane sitting at the computer everyday searching for a job and then get emails from jobs I know I'm over qualified for denying me a position. Just want a job that's it so I can provide for my kids and give us a place of our own where we can smile and be happy. Just want to be happy