I love my husband as y'all know he cheated on the internet with another girl in still trying to get over it we going in…
I love my husband as y'all know he cheated on the internet with another girl in still trying to get over it we going in an argument today and he threw me and pushed me on the floor my hand is hurting now I'm crying in the bed room he said he was sorry

katelynn·
Мама дочки-младенца
@ncmomma I'm trying he said he won't do it again I brought it on my self I said I felt like he was still cheating which I go through his phone I know he's not I told him how if I caught him again I would take a bullet to my head so I made him mad
Alayna ·
Мама дочки (1 год)
Doesn't matter. That's unacceptable. There are men out there who don't believe a woman can ever give them reason to raise their hands. It's his choice that he reacted that way. No one can make you feel some typa way but you. Bottom line. His decision, his mistake. Absolutely unacceptable.
katelynn·
Мама дочки-младенца
@thydivinemommy yea I hope he don't ever do it again I just hate it we r always arguing now I wish I could just forget everything so we can start over
Alayna ·
Мама дочки (1 год)
Stay strong mama. Focus on being the best mom you can be.
katelynn·
Мама дочки-младенца
@thydivinemommy I'm not even good at that my daughter likes her dad more then me
Amber Jacq ·
I'd beat him to death.. If a man ever put his hands on me he'd get shot, and it's not safe for you, and your child to be around someone who lets his anger over power his common sense..
katelynn·
Мама дочки-младенца
@amberjacq he has always been very nice with our daughter this is the first time he has ever done this to me
Amber Jacq ·
@katelynn It's still not safe no matter what if he just let one little comment set him off to where he puts his hands on someone then he is not safe to be around at all, and if yall get into a fight, and your child is around, and he pushes you, and then your baby gets hurt then your child will get taken from you both so its not safe, and once the "relationship" has zero trust, and yall start putting your hands on each other then its not a real relationship
katelynn·
Мама дочки-младенца
@amberjacq :( I don't want to leave him I don't believe in divorce bc my parents are and I blame myself for it
Amber Jacq ·
@katelynn I don't believe in divorce either to a certain point, and my parents are divorced too but if a man is cheating, and putting his hands on you then that's the point where its time for a divorce it even says in the bible if someone is unfaithful in the marriage then you can get a divorce, and im pretty positive God doesn't want a husband treating his woman like a punching bag God isn't happy with him for making the choice to push you, and hurt you, God is disappointed with that, and God isn't going to be disappointed with you if you get out if a marriage with a unfaithful, and abusive man
katelynn·
Мама дочки-младенца
@amberjacq I'm just trying to make it work bc growing up I went to counseling and they always told me no guy would love me no guy would put up with me and scared that will come true I would rather put a bullet through my head then leave :(
Amber Jacq ·
@katelynn that is not good at all and that is not true, and God has someone out there for everyone, everyone has that one person they are meant to be with its just up to us to pray for, and find that person on our own, and I highly doubt God would want you in a relationship with someone who would put his hands on you, and it doesn't matter what a counselor says it only matters what God says, and he would be very disappointed with you of you killed yourself over someone who isn't your soul mate, and he'd be very disappointed in you if you let the devil put those awful thoughts into your head because that's what's happening to you the devil is putting those bad thoughts into your head, and you need to find the strength to shake those awful thoughts out of your head because God would hate to see you kill yourself because he loves you, and wants you to let him in so he can help you battle those awful feelings, and thoughts
Amber Jacq ·
And how do you think your child would feel growing up knowing that her mother took her own life she would be very heartbroken growing up without a mother to help raise her, and help her become a beautiful person
katelynn·
Мама дочки-младенца
@ncmomma I love my husband I'm going to talk to him to night bc I love him he does alot for me he is just tired of me being depressed
Felicia Anne·
Around 80% of children raised in abusive households either let themselves be abused or become abuser later in life. You need to stop putting your love for him over your love for your baby. Sorry to be harsh but you gotta protect your baby and yourself