So my nephew and my son were both in the hospital young. My nephew is 4 and my son is 1. My nephew went in when he was 2-3 months old for seizures come to find out his dad let him fall off the bed and he had a stroke luckily he was young enough that he is completely fine just has trouble with change. My son went in at 5 months old with dehydration. My point here is that with us being mom's and having our sons in the hospital young has made us both not like having to see our babies in pain and the other day I broke down cuz my son had his 1 yr old shots and had to have his blood drawn and it was terrible. I have beat myself up for days and now I finally know how my sister feels and I would never wish this on my worst enemy. But my point is that as mom's we go thru stuff like this that our children won't remember and b cuz of that we need to forgive ourselves b cuz a lot of times it's not our fault and we can do nothing to help but be there and be strong for our children and I'm glad to say that I have forgiven myself. I just want my little man to be happy and healthy and right now he is and I've never been happier in my life. I just hope this will help other moms.