I have never been the "too" jealous type but these last 2 weeks holy cow I have turned into a scary monster. I know my husband loves me and would not do anything to hurt me. He tells me everyday he loves me, makes me feel beautiful, has been so understanding with all my mood changes but I just can't stop. I apologize to him for being so jealous then I Flip and start accusing him of doing something wrong. I'm afraid that all my craziness is going to push him away. I know this isn't me. I'm so sensitive And emotional and driving myself crazy...
I try to keep myself calm and tell my self that it's all in my head. It's crazy I want to hug n kiss him but at the same time beat him. Im even getting violent with my words. And so sensitive. If I call and he don't answer I literally freak out. I know he's busy working I know he's being good and I still act like a psycho. I scare myself