Literally in so much turmoil right now. I have never loved anything so much but been so scared that I couldnt give it what it needs. Adoption is starting to feel like the only option and I don't want to do it. I really just don't.
Do you have family nearby? Any assistance you can apply for? Whatever you do, do what's best for you and your baby. Don't let anyone make you feel bad about whatever decision you make.