I'm testing tomorrow morning and I'm nervous. I've been trying for 5 years. I told myself that if tomorrow I see a…

I'm testing tomorrow morning and I'm nervous. I've been trying for 5 years. I told myself that if tomorrow I see a negative then it was my final cycle. As much as I appreciate being told god having a plan for me and it'll happen when I stop trying, I can't hear that. I don't have the body that will allow me to not try. I just will accept that result tomorrow and do what I can to just go forward..