
Hope it doesn't offend anyone. But after getting pregnant again after my miscarriage I have had horrible anxiety and fear. I am constantly going to the bathroom to check for bleeding, eating everything right and not going to anything bad in fears I will have another one and then on top of it these crazy pregnancy dreams that are actually nightmares every night that I wake up sweating and then I got on fb and read this and I started to cry to think that one day I will meet my little angel, find out if it was a girl or boy and get to hold their hand and never let them go!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
I'm so nervous I have to go to the DMV tomorrow to take my written exam and im scared I won't pass it. I have court on Wednesday for not having a driver's license and I know the judge is going to get on my ass for not having my DL. I've just been so stressed out. After the written test when can I go for the driving test?
Can we talk about catheters?? Do you HAVE to get one when you give birth? That's like one of my worst fears.
So I don't know if I'm the only one but one of my biggest fear is miscarriage or having depression after birth.. 80% of my pregnancy is being worried I know I'm overthinking but it's scary and talking with my family isn't a good idea I feel like there going to think I'm crazy
I have had three miscarriages as well as a daughter die 12 hours after birth, I know what you're feeling! Try your best to trust God and know that his plans for you are already in motion! Stay strong 💪🏼