original birth plan: Go Natural
everytime i was asked so are you going natural or you getting epi i would say god willing I pray to go natural.. & every person has laughed..& said thats what you say now .....
my birth story ::
before going to bed i said to SO i think my water is going to break soon. & whatta you know around 3am jan 24th 2017 i woke up feeling like something was sliding out of me. i said to my SO babe i think this is it i think my water is broke as i got up i felt spalsh coming down walking to the bathroom. i sat down on the toilet like saying babe is this real am i right was i right. . this cant be pee but is it true i was right when i said my water will break soon. i was so mond boggled bot even kidden. i packed the rest of my bags and we were off to the hospital. . once we arrived they checked if my water actually broke which it was and baby boy was very low ready .. i was only 3cm so they admitted me to labor room. i had contractions but felt none. .. the nurse said your boy will be here sometime tonight between 7-9pm ... contractions got stronger as i reached 6cm i used bouncy ball to bot focus so much on them. butse kept asking if i wanted epi i kept saying no. until the contrations were so intense i felt like baby boy was pushing dwn the pain was saying epi my mind was saying nooo. i told the doc if im still at 6cm i want the epi b.c i cant take this pain 😓😓 doc said you're right there 9cm do you want the epi i said if i can push now i dont want anything but to push. continued labor natural..started pushing at 6:45 had baby boy at 731pm. the best moment of my life was feeling him slide out & hearing his cry..
Believe in what you want pray & god will see you through i am so happy i was able to reach 9cm before actually thibking of epi. i thank god for giving me strength to succeed with my original birth plan that i have prayed for. dont let anyone tell you that you cant do something just because of the experience they've had...

Hey ladies, so I wanted to say my curls finally came back and I figured out how to style it! Lol thank you to everyone who suggested natural products or my hair would still look the way it did a couple months ago! ??
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Was so close to having my daughter this way but as i pushed my water broke 😩

So they were meant to break my waters at 5.30am yesterday morning and I was already 5cm so said there was no point. Finally had my little girl at 12.47 by forceps due to being too swollen to push naturally 👸🏼💗 welcome to the world Ivy-Beau 💗💗
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Congratulations! I did all natural too! My water broke around 3:45 and I had my baby girl by 6:02! only 30 minutes of pushing! Even though it hurt like crazy I'm glad I got to feel everything!