I don't why I bother sometimes, so last week hubby went behind my back and met up with an old "friend" of his, (a girl…

I don't why I bother sometimes, so last week hubby went behind my back and met up with an old "friend" of his, (a girl who I've never got on with and used to go to school with) he always said he fancied her and he always winds me up about her because he knows I can't stand her, I've told him to get rid of her and he's blocked her on fb and WhatsApp, but things haven't been right since I happened to find out, we had a row this morning just as we were off out for lunch with his parents and he says "are you going out, wearing that?" leggings and nice top, he kicked off saying I hadn't made much of an effort, I got annoyed and said would you rather I not go at all, because he'd been horrible to me all morning, he turned around and said "I couldn't f***ing care" so I slammed a few doors and he called me a c**t and to f off, I've just tried to give him a hug/kiss and apologise for slamming the doors, thinking he might apologise for being a tool but no, he told me to stop being a dick and to get off him as hes not a cuddly person, he's just gone out to take his daughter back to her mums and basically blanked me, e wont be back now until midnight as he is off to his mates for the evening, I'm so annoyed and needed a rant

sorry for the long post 😠😠😠