I need a rant, why do all my fitness without baby's find it so so hard to understand the need for great communication, like last night me and my friend arranged to go for coffee today so I rearranged mine and Leah's days and got up a lot earlier than usual and put my fucking kneck out so I could go out and actually have an adult conversation all for my "friend" to not even bother texting me back today about times and stuff but she's clearly online so why can't she just say "sorry gotta cancel" or something like that like it's really not difficult and extremely rude and iv been really really struggling with my PND and anxiety recently breaking down nearly every day so iv been filling my days so I can't think about all the shit I have going on but now all my other friends are busy or at work and I'm just sitting here with a screaming baby completely drowning in my irrational thoughts just wanting to cry the whole time, like people genuinely don't realise how big an impact there stupid actions can have on other people